Friday V March

Rocking on FSA. First Friday and March continues bumping the ceiling with Greatness, High Times and near-misdemeanors.

I awoke after a very weird shallow dream. (Like dreams are ‘normal’ and make sense at once).

Something had happened or was happening and what it was I did not know and frankly had neither the desire or inclination to find out. At that time and now more so.

I THINK it may have been a clap of low volume thunder in the distance or perhaps artillery fire IDK. But it was also like the power was out as there was an appearance of no artificial light. You know, like the neighbors obnoxious ‘ outodoor nightlite landscape lightning’ was not casting the weird shadows thru the room that one grows accustomed to quickly and by now ingrained as normal patterns.

So I am up now and have this tasking started.

At first I thought is was Saturday or Sunday judging by the feeling but when the wits cleared and bearings achieved I realized it was only Friday. Pure Joy.

Write this down. The MIND is the BEST THING NOT to waste. Keep it at all costs Phans and peeps.

I am ecstatic, elated even to report ALL effects of the BPPV (aka ‘vertigo’) have passed. I THINK I can safely report my assessment was spot on, 100% correct that it was a direct result of the sleep pattern interruption and drugs related to ‘induce & improve’ sleep. The funny OR sad part is that I REALLY had no need for tehm anyway.

Removing booze (aka alcohol) from the equation certainly aided and assisted the diagnosis and recovery for it was simply one less variable to remove from the complex equation (aka ‘life’).

Again I am THINKING that the demon alcohol in its many and varied forms has been a blessing NOT to have to contend with. It IS a legal toxic substance, a poison that the majority of the general population can and often does abuse MERCILESSLY at great expense to both or ALL the above SELF, Family, friends, passing acquaintances and finally society in general or more broader still civilization.

Giving it up as a Lenten observance continues to allow a keen focus and with great alacrity to the the sad state of affairs. So waking up w/o worrying about a ‘hangover’ truly is a Blessing.

HOW WAS THE PARTY ?

Great.

Much to do today.

Taking photos and dropping off for digital imaging, a follow-up call to Sally R wrt ‘wait list’ at WWAF.

I need to decide most urgently and fairly soon if I want to bias or nudge the (a) decision in my favor or let the process takes its natural course and let the cards fall where they may.

I mentioned only briefly to Sally yesterday in the two (2) minutes she had to talk that I signed up to Volunteer so I was going to win either way.

SUCK UP.

O I No It's part of the Game ...

Truth be told I would rather PARTICPATE as an artist than a smiling and falsely polite gopher. (aka go-for this, go for that …) Make money or make friends ?

Nix friends … ‘passing acquaintances’.

BILL, HAVE YOU SLIPPED OFF YOUR ROCKING CHAIR? TAKE THE MONEY AND RUN.

I know. I am leaning that way most of the time.

WHAT ABOUT THE PARTY ?

Listen Ms Bold Caps and TRY to PAY ATTENTION. What goes on at the party STAYS at the party. End of story.

WAS IT ONE OF THOSE WILD ARTIST PARTIES ? COMMON ON!! GIVE YOUR LOYAL FOLLOWERS A REASON TO LIVE POR FAVOR.

Nice try but guilt tripping will NOT work. No FREE passes.

I got to go and get after The Grand Inventory Build of 2021.

This decision COULD kill a lesser person but I still have a little time to decide.

Sally is easy to talk to, very kind and wonderfully open and honest which take a step back and realize what a rare and fantastic combination THAT is in one (1) person.

All I can do and control is what is within my power(s) so I will simply manage all of that in due course. It will be OK.

Having Faith and confidence in God to do the right thing and what is best for His humble and obedient servant gives great comfort. Not going to worry about it AT ALL and will be fine with or however it turns out for the eventuality will be for the Best in the long run.

Full Speed Ahead (FSA).